I ALSO CAN BE ANGRY !

dear blogger,

what would u do if your life has been calm and happy, suddenly teased by someone who has ruined ur life in the past ? my answer : i just silent and pray i hope he will be happy with other girl at there. but when my silent still u usic, i willnt stay silent. u think that u have a right to what i wrote? NOT ! i never write about ur ugliness. but why are u still bothering me? actually i didnt want to serve u in whatsapp messages. i feel no more things we need to finish or we arguing about. but he carries the family name and the person i love. moreover, he threatened me to court ??? people who have destroyed ur life will bring u to court? isn't funny ?

 

 

hey,
if u are smart people please use ur brain to analize ur problem self.
we are is over ! and i dont want u in my life...
if u still disturb me. dont be shock later 

THE FACT !!!

DONT DISTURB MY LIFE (AGAIN)

I HATE YOU !
its over for a long time ago, why u back and disturb me again ??
what do u want TOLGA ????
what do u want TUGCE ????
i dont know u tugce and i dont want u to come in my life. is not important for me.
we dont know to each other and im not interest to

well...

i dont know exactly what he want for me. i keep silent about our problem, about his lie, but why still sent me message ? u forced me to open all our stories. thats oke tolga ! i will share and post all about the past.

dear friends,

this is the true. i have a relationship with him. (tolga gokduman) maybe some of you knew this story from my blog. 3 months i guess and he is gone. without call or text on phone. i know that we are so far away and i think to forget even though i had promised to ALLAH to come to turkey. i've tried to say hello to his friend (HAKAN) he says tolga already moved on and he didnt know where the package has ushered i send. 

his facebook has been in non-active. but a few months after that he made a new account and re-added i became friends. i dont know why....sometimes he sends a message to say hello. i just said that i was good.

until a call to fulfill the promise of the forgotten come back...
i have promise,
i'm aware of that promise. and intend to pay. 2 days later i tried to contact my friend, she is
zeinep. she lived in istanbul and incidentally she was the indonesian boyfriend.  and then i get back to say forgive me to TOLGA  if i have mistake. and then i get back to tolga to apologize if i have mistake. unexpectedly, he told me to get back together with him.

some question of :
tolga's father
FATHER : Tolga i was call ataturk airport about indonesian flight but they cant found that flight.
TOLGA : of course yes u cant found, because olin flight from indonesia - dubai and dubai - istanbul
THE TRUE : i was flight on 30 april not 3 may ! he lies because he wanna with me 3 days. thats why when tolga's father call istanbul airport they cant found this flight.

RUKIYE : (see some photos on laptop) umhhh is so weird. to any ehre u go for a walk today with olin ?
TOLGA : uskudar, miniaturk, sultanahmet, sulemaniye, kiz kullesi why ?
RUKIYE : how can ??? u wear different clothes in one day.
THE TRUE : 
1 may i went to avcilar ( rent of apartment ) sultan ahmet, miniaturk, sulemaniye
2 may i went to camlica, kiz kullesi
3 may i went to beylikduzu tolga home
   
this is picture to make u believe that i went to avcilar 

day od the day, month of the months is gone...

and some day he sent me message that he had a big problem about his crime. he told me that he having sold heroin on campus. the court asked him to attend the hearing tomorrow. u know what i'm doing? i pray day and night for him. fasting and hope that the problem will finished. he said the court gives me 2 days to surrender. the worst possibility is in prison for 10 years. and then he just wants to run away from the turkey to iraq. he would stay for a very long time. he asked me not to talk to anyone. including his family, and that is more important is: dont let Rukiye know. why ?? because rukiye know the truth and the lies !

i dont care. for the safety tolga i tried to find a lawyer to defend him in court. they ask where tolga in court. i dont know, but i asked them to look for the name tolga gokduman in every court in istanbul. one of them said: it is not possible. laws are very strict here, if guilty then there is no time to surrender. if tolga guilty then he immediately put in jail.

wanna to know the true ? i will share on next post. all whats app from him.

ISTANBUL TURKEY part 1

HAI FRIENDS, 

actually i dont want to talk about it. because most of these memories have made my heart almost messy and almost irreversible. probably all guessed, it's about love.

exactly once, i know him march of 2013 and i was told in the previous post in this blog. i did have a previous appointment to go there in the month of February. but because our relationship was stopped in the middle of the road then i undo my intention to go there.

a promise is a promise. and i say this when i'm praying. and in the end i tried to make friends with a woman, her name is zainap, she is beautiful and smart girl. chance she had a lover who comes from Indonesia. so we can exchange ideas and learn together about the language.

i feel that luck was on the side of me. i get a fairly economical ticket in emirates airline. i'm planning to go on the 30th april 2014-5 may 2014. i give a little advice for you who want to travel to istanbul. i chose emirates because besides i dont use credit cards, emirates can be paid by cash in the office of the emirates in the Pacific places, sudirman region. money paid is the dollar. if you are confused, you can phone to their call center.

turkey visa is also not so difficult. you dont need to come to the Turkish embassy to take care of. you just open the internet, fill in the necessary data, pay using a credit card for 25 dollars. successfully ! journey from indonesia - turkey via transit in dubai spent 18 hours. imaginable ???

dont think if you are in the country you will feel safe. because my mobile phone is lost in istanbul airports. two airports, istanbul and dubai is a large airport. but there's no free wifi available services such as those in indonesia. especially when i was in istanbul, very difficult to find wifi. indeed irony with their famous country in the world.

be continue....

SAWARNA INDONESIA

HELLO TO ALL THE LOVERS BEACH AND BACKPACKERS

today i want to share a story about my trip to Sawarna and surrounding areas. the day i left at 5 am 4 January 2014, departing from Bekasi. still rely on GPS services because it has not been there. 

for advice only for those who dont know the way and just use the GPS to guide the way. better select the main roads or major road. because i've never tasted because of stray too trusting with GPS. i prefer to use private cars compared backpacker-style, in addition to time-consuming, it seems there is no public transport in the direction Sawarna. path i take is through Pelabuhan Ratu.

journey to Pelabuhan Ratu

arrival in Pelabuhan Ratu i stopped to look for breakfast. Oh yeaaa entered pelabuhan ratu region tourism levy charge, around Rp 15,000. a time to see the beach from the top Bukit Pelabuhan Ratu Habibie, who was sitting in the stalls by the roadside. will not make u bored to stare.

bukit habibie                                                       pelabuhan ratu

the current problem is to Sawarna road to Tanjung Layar can only be traversed by a motor. so tomorrow if you want to go there please rental bike around the hotel where you stay. the second problem is the Inn. inn there are very standard and no hotel. if you want to find a comfortable inn. try searching in google with the keyword "hula hula resort" .should make booking 2 weeks before stay.

scenery on the edge of the road to Sawarna.

THIS IS SAWARNA !!!

BALI - INDONESIA day 3

GOOD BYE BALI !!!

Let us wake up in the morning and immediately finish our mission to Nusa Dua, Yeayyy !!!

i was riding a motorcycle with courage and capitalize,  GPS and one friend were sitting right behind me. and came to us at Tol Bali Mandara. this freeway is above the sea. linking between Bali and Nusa Dua (Bali still anyway hehehe..)

initially we wanted to Water Blow. but due to circumstances we are going back to jakarta. seems not possible to play with the waves wet wet it gushes up. may still be given time to go back to Bali again. amen.

BALI - INDONESIA day 2

This is the second time in bali. a little bit confused with a rather short time, while we wanted to venture out to various places. hahahha with the help of friends in bali second day we decided to go to the coast. but since yesterday we did not take into bedugul. then we pursue to bedugul in the morning.

day 2: Bedugul, GWK, Pandhawa Beach, Jimbaran Beach

bedugul it turned out very far from where we were staying (tuban) more than 1 hour using the motor. the road was very similar if you go to the top, winding and cold weather.

 bedugul 

to go to the ticket price bedugul 15000 for one person. and landscape insane. lake in the highlands. i wish there were selling roasted corn hahahhaa. i almost complacent to sit for a long time there. this place would make a goal to relieve fatigue. remove turmoil also seems nice, not accompanied by a bf or gf  from someone else =D

let's continue the journey to GWK. for this time i took my friend original from bali as a guide. 50,000 entry ticket for one person. wowww so expensive. but because GWK is the icon of Bali. its ok i reach 50,000 money just for a photo with the giant statue.

 Patung Raksasa Wisnu Kencana

Pandhawa Beach 

admission only 2000 one person. if you use the car will be charged the price of 5000 per person. still affordable. i prefer to go up to the top of the cliff and play there. pandhawa beach very crowded there. we decided to see the sunset at Jimbaran. Lets go to Jimbaran Beach

after our return from Jimbaran hotel and swim for a while in the swimming pool located on the lower floor. after that we went to the trap, and because i was very curious about the Legian area. then we decided to immediately accelerate our bike there. i'll see again in my next post. still about holiday in bali and the third day in Bali. actually had to return to Jakarta tomorrow. my flight at 12 noon. there is still time to go taste the highway for 2 vehicles, motors and cars. see you !